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So,
Big number 30 is slowly but surely creeping in.
I am turning 27 years old today, the 9th of May (in my time zone it is so already), [strike]yeah, not waiting for you hoes to remember it's my birthday so I'm doing it myself[/strike] yet I don't feel like I am mature enough.
It's always about feeling subpar, isn't it? Feeling like you don't have enough experience, or are not earning enough, or not attractive enough or not skilled enough. But that feeling doesn't ever stop, does it? You just have to keep getting better than you were, even if it takes you some time.
So far, it's been a ride [strike]one I mostly wanted/tried to quit, but that's not important now[/strike] and I've made it this far. I'm still alive and I've realised that despite everything, I still want to see tomorrow.
So yeah, [strike]bring me your mead and your virgins[/strike] happy birthday to me.
Big number 30 is slowly but surely creeping in.
I am turning 27 years old today, the 9th of May (in my time zone it is so already), [strike]yeah, not waiting for you hoes to remember it's my birthday so I'm doing it myself[/strike] yet I don't feel like I am mature enough.
It's always about feeling subpar, isn't it? Feeling like you don't have enough experience, or are not earning enough, or not attractive enough or not skilled enough. But that feeling doesn't ever stop, does it? You just have to keep getting better than you were, even if it takes you some time.
So far, it's been a ride [strike]one I mostly wanted/tried to quit, but that's not important now[/strike] and I've made it this far. I'm still alive and I've realised that despite everything, I still want to see tomorrow.
So yeah, [strike]bring me your mead and your virgins[/strike] happy birthday to me.