sometimes you have to give up on people for them to realize..And crash is right, there is sooo much stuff that i missed. so i guess its time to make up for it and start posting again!
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sometimes you have to give up on people for them to realize..And crash is right, there is sooo much stuff that i missed. so i guess its time to make up for it and start posting again!
aye but i dont really want to loose him. 2 important to me.Quote:
Originally Posted by .YourName
but i have pushed him away and said "before i help you, you need to help yourself"
which he did. which is a relief :)
I knew a guy that got messed up on that mephedrone shit, warned him before he touched it, "That stuff is bad news", several times infact. Eventually cut all contact with him, turned into a right knob head, lost his job, the lot. Some people just have to learn the hard way.
Actually, I was quite a binger when it came to the mcat. From Valentines day, until the 2nd week of May, I was spending roughly £100 a week on the stuff. I'd be consuming on average 6g a week when it was legal, then 4g when it was illegal (where it went up to £30 a gram). Because of the somewhat large amounts I was consuming, it could be considered a problem, but when I stopped taking it in May, it was no problem. No withdrawal, nothing like that. The ONLY thing bad about the mcat was when you come off the peak and didn't have any left. That sucked balls. It'd be friday night, worked behind the bar, gone to a club, come back, play pool, then I'd run out. 30seconds after hitting the line, I'd realize that my high wasn't going to exceed this feeling tonight; even though it was a heavenly feeling, if I'm being honest. That's when I'd start turning to things like coke or base, and sometimes pills.Quote:
Originally Posted by Canon
In my experience with drugs, it really does come down to the individual. I know people who would be on about 5oz of the stuff every week, but you couldn't tell at looking him. It's all about being able to tame the monkey on your back.
Recognise, son. That stuff was like piss, no addiction or adverse effects except the wall you hit when you came down from your last line (As long as you didn't take stupid amounts or mix it ridiculously). The only person who I know that had bad effects from the stuff got really, really bad stuff; As Kyle can probably back me up on that, I mean the stuff didn't even look like mephedrone, 'twas talc powder if anything!Quote:
Originally Posted by KyleEnos
Thing is, this guy was a bit of a mummys boy for one of a better term. He had barely been drinking a month, and really couldn't handle it, a late starter considering kids are drinking from 12 these days, he would have been 19 at the time. But he wanted to hang out with the 'punk' guys and be 'hard' but I mean this guy was as tame as a mouse, I've been there done it, I don't take ANYTHING now because my body is more or less burnt out and I've worked hell hard to get back to 100%. This guy had only ever fallen asleep before his bedtime because he drank too much shandy, next thing he was sticking powder up his nose, not going to work, provoking fights with people who would then roll his balls (see above for why ^).Quote:
Originally Posted by KyleEnos
He made some attempts to convince me he was through with the stuff and kept phoning me asking to go out for a drink, but I wouldn't trust him as far as I could throw him now, whilst he was taking the stuff he would have done some pretty horrible things.
Trying to have a conversation with this guy was next to impossible, always had a sweaty face, shaking, twitching getting random pains. I ended up treating him with nothing but contempt, I mean, it might just be me with the attitude problem, but I tried to help him well in advance and he laughed it off, so when he lost everything and felt like crap, I just laughed it off too.
^ Yeah, like I said, all comes down to the individual. I was lining a gram every hour when I working behind the bar at once point. I'd go into the kitchen/cellar, and either coin it or line it. In the space of about 8 hours, I could piss 6 grams. For other people, half a bag would knock them out, or they'd take it, and wouldn't know how to handle it and it'd fuck them up. I give my one mate about 2/3 lines in the space of 2 hours, and he was being a dick who didn't know how to ride the experience. I told him to just relax, and he was fighting it all the way through. MF.
Sounds like his nobhead 'punk' friends were the problem, not the mephedrone. That stuff is pretty grim though. I have no idea why anyone would take it now that it's illegal. I'll stick to weed and psychedelics.
Well that because mephedrone is nothing like weed, or psychadellics. It's an upper. A pretty intense one at that.Quote:
Originally Posted by troublemaker1111
Somebody who's used to his Valiums and H isn't going to be fond of an upper.
NO. NO Shaun. I told you not to motherfucker. Why do you continue to break my heart.Quote:
Originally Posted by Ramuthra
what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. Now thank meQuote:
Originally Posted by KyleEnos
http://img96.imageshack.us/img96/3130/bertstare.jpgQuote:
Originally Posted by Ramuthra
fuck it was gonna post a pic but everytime i use the img tags it goes to url and i, the fuck?Quote:
Originally Posted by Ramuthra
Because it's not an approved host.....we have to either waste time uploading or find an accepted site, or in my case, not bother at all.
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Originally Posted by Ramuthra
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Originally Posted by Genryu
Ramuthraa, Genryuuu :love:
wow you fag what about meQuote:
Originally Posted by Skycut
the forum is a little slow at times, but I'm still here.
Mcat gives similar euphoric effects as MDMA right ?
Remember you, it was around my first year here (2008).
What you gotta remember is no matter how long you've been gone, there will always be oldies here.
True they might not talk that much, but the moment a few oldies start posting, everyone starts coming out of the wood work. Which is EXACTLY what Ragezone needs right now.
p.s. the past 3 weeks its already started happening. ; )
And you. ):Quote:
Originally Posted by Omer