Out of frustration, and don't be one of those fucking people who pass everything on with exaggeration!
Ok I got told, big time. Last time it started to look like it's nearing the limit and I should stop, and I did, but just for a while. It was all cool for some time and life looked good. But then I did it again, I don't even know why, it wasn't something I even wanted and if I had gone through with it, I would have wanted to take it back, and now I try to deny it from my head. Yeah, I didn't even go through with it, yet I get this hell of a mess in my hands, cause you know how word goes around.. and expands. The worst case of the year and I get the biggest blame ever on me. I'm feeling so fuck you all.. But I don't know.. am I really the kind they speak of, have I changed? I'm not sure if I know myself. Those friends who stop me in the middle of my explanation and say they heard it but they don't care or simply take my word for it no matter what are a blessing.
It wasn't my fucking fault!
There are a few of those friends. If you have one, don't let them go.
... and well, you don't have to try everything. Not of the same vintage, anyway.
Playboy?


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