Originally Posted by
Becky
*waves*
Hey, thanks for all the comments. Ethan printed them out for me and took them to me today. I decided to come home for the night, but will be back with my parents tomorrow through the holiday (U.S. Independence). So I won't be here too long.
Pretty much, for anyone interested, the story is that I was watching War of the Worlds on *Thursday*. I really don't remember it at all, tbh, I had just got back from my exam and was kind of tired. Hadn't slept good in weeks. Not a good thing for me, in all honesty. Anyway, I guess I hit my head pretty hard, so hard that the theater owner came to the hospital to check on me. He gave me a few goodies as well :) Nice guy. My friends and family were all there, and I'm sure I saw a few of you as well ;)
Anyway, thing I realized was I've been trying to hard lately. Most of you know I've been working on mir2 a lot. A couple VERY quiet days have made me realize that it's not going to work. I don't think Mir2 on Ragezone is ever going to be a true reality again. What goods a mir2 on rz if we don't even have a spot on the forum for it? I don't blame anyone, as it's no ones fault. It's time to move on, and although I see nothing really to move on to, I think it's just time.
Lots of thinking.. I spend too much time online, so I need to cut it. Do I think it caused the seizure? Maybe, maybe not. It's so very hard to tell. But I have spent way too much time, time I should be using doing other things. I'm very sorry to say but at least in the near future, I won't be using the internet very much. It's just not that important to risk my health.
So, let me just say, I thank you all for your support. You guys are the reason I have stayed since Mir2 went down "so long ago". I am still staying, as always, but my health problems have kind of shown me that I need to stop living in that past and live in the present, and make the future worthwhile. Sitting up all night, working on projects that aren't totally backed, probably wasnt/isn't the best idea.
Once again, I thank you! It means the world.
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