2 words : System of a Down
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2 words : System of a Down
When the Holy Spirit/Ghost came into my heart. Every day I wish I could experience that (the feeling I got when it happened + a long time after that) once more. Best day of my life and it made me a better man.
I still wonder why nobody ever told me about it. Christians always talk about accepting God into your life, but they never told me what would happen if you did. Was a big surprise O_o
I was a nice boy when I was small but through the things I experienced in life I changed, now I don't give a fuck, and live by the day.
I went on this retreat not to long ago with a bunch of people i thought i knew. But throughout the retreat we all learned a lot more about each other. I also learned a whole lot about myself. The retreat was just amazing. My religious views were completely renewed and strengthened and I was inspired to become a totally different and better person. Its really hard to explain what happened but I've simply become an overall better person now and i feel good.
Mine is long and well utterly pointless and generic but here we go
Before all this life was good only problom was i struggled with ADD
4th grade... my dad leaves and you know i have no idea wtf happend so i just didnt care ... my mom starts to fade off and i lose everyone that has ever been their for me .... So i make people(Kinda skitzo i supose)but they fill the nice lil hole and sadly my best friends up till even today are people that dont exist .....
7th grade we move to my grandmas and my mom starts skewl agian and is never home my "Friends" are around more they become ultimate and awsome and take care of me (Even though they dont exist)about 8th grade we move to a bigger city about 45 mins away from my g-mas .. and i start high skewl yay me ... i made some real people friends and my mental ones fade away ...i fallin love with this girl who breaks me in half ... my mental friend return but its only 2instead of 3 cause their were 3 Spiff ,Jack , and jim ... now its just jack and jim (Now Spiff was the best hence were muh name come from .. i idalized him...) Okay so after being broke jack and jim are always on me saying mean things...hate full stuff (I dunno why they were nice before) but eventuly i get to the point were i try to kill myself ... i failed and got sent to a mental hospital in wich they smack me on some anti depresents and send me home ... and well nothing has really changed jack and jim still come and be mean to me and a new person came along named Edwardo but he left so i dunno
Lol yes im not Saine LOL o wow i read that and im like uhhh but its all true ...and a bit creepy but its my life and it has changed me
O yea also up in their after the heart break part i got into a huge drug thing so jack and jim would leave me alone but >_> that didnt really work .. and i still deal with the drug problom today..i just didnt think of it cause its normal life for me ><
yea thats kinda i supose a mini life story but umm it well changed me and i supose it still is ... i dont talk to jack and jim much cause i never hear from them.. i miss them even though they were mean ... and welll now i dunno
The Secret - A very interesting film Exy sent me over msn. I look at the world in an entirely new way now.
I heard about that movie... thanks for reminding me, i have to see it ^_^
When my best friend died of cancer.....
I don't believe there isn't in such things, Big events happen because you make them happen - Unless its the Lottery, cause thats just gay.
Only because you may make some big events in your life happen, it doesn't mean that you knew they were going to happen.Quote:
Originally Posted by -Legend-
Such as being involved in your own car crash, getting a major promotion in your job.
And although thats being said, theres events that happen in your life that don't necessarily target yourself. But still effect you in the same way, such as something horrible like your best friend passing away.
Theres no caps placed on life, and although everything may happen for a reason life changing events are what they are due to the fact that its something that you've learnt from...benfited from whether in a good or a bad way.
And in the end once you've experienced this life changing event you come out the other end a different man. Because any real experience you go through...you don't forget.
I didnt give this thread much of my mind, Come to think of it - I was masterbaiting at the time. Sincere Apologies.
masturbating.... kthx. Now I gotta get back to doing what you mentioned.Quote:
Originally Posted by -Legend-