The life we lead.. by me.. has a hiddin meaning id rather not like to talk a bout.. but yea.. oen of my newer songs.. iv wrote many songs between this and last ones iv posted but this is 1st iv though of posting in awhile.. what you guys think?
*talking*
Everynow and then.. something happens..
Something happens that will forever change your life..
You may or maynot know.. what this thing is..
But it will result in a large effect on your life..
Good or bad.. it happens regardless..
*music starts slow, gradually rising*
Talking to myself, lookin in a mirror
trying to calmself down
Tell myself this aint real
doin anything it takes deal
Clinch my fists till my knuckles bleed
toes curled back, white as can be
Wishing for the truth
Wanting all the facts
All i get is lies
no one ever trys
Im not worth there time
they always tell me to take a number, get in line
single file, no pushing, no shoving, no dipping in line
1 step at time, till im finally head of the line
OPS booths closed, come back again some other day
My life is a series of downs
no ups all frowns
bloody and broken my body has bin
torn and shattered my heart has scattered
my tears fill the oceans
my faceless emotions
Talking to myself, lookin in a mirror
trying to calmself down
Tell myself this aint real
doin anything it takes deal
Clinch my fists till my knuckles bleed
toes curled back, white as can be
Wishing for the truth
Wanting all the facts
All i get is lies
no one ever trys to explain
Wispering your name as i lay down
my muscles ache, to much to frown
my heart pumps slowly
*heart beat sound begins to play, slowly and rhytmicaly*
I breath my last breath as my chest slowly rises
a cold drop of sweat slips down my neck
slowly exhale the cold night air
Body goes limp without a single care
small cardboard box funeral, 2 people there, a priest and a digger
no family to curse the lord for taking his life
no one to care
all love, lost , gone, taken away
*talking once more*
Fiction.. apiction of a dream..i hope of something to come..
Fate.. beliving you have no control of your life.. and that it is all
ment to be..
Fuck fiction, fuck fate, fuck reality. We are hell, heaven is when
you are dead, and maggots have consumed you, you are gone and
nothing more, there is no after life. there is no eternal being who
created this world.. face it.. you were born alone... you lived alone
.. you will die alone.. no matter how many people around you.. your
always alone...
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Originally Posted by ZeroCaliber
