Has anyone ever tried this, or anything?
I'm assuming its failed?
I thought about stuff like that for quite a bit, until recently... I haven't thought about it for a week or two now.
Wanted to know what others had to say.
Has anyone ever tried this, or anything?
I'm assuming its failed?
I thought about stuff like that for quite a bit, until recently... I haven't thought about it for a week or two now.
Wanted to know what others had to say.
When i was 6 i shoved a hanger through an electrical outlet, I got in trouble for something, forgot what i did, got my ass whooped and was grounded.
I about OD'd on Tylenol once too, but they were like these chewy/candy tablets, got my stomach pumped. Although I wasnt trying to commit suicide, just wanted some candy lol. I think i was 3 or 4.
bitblaster, there's always a way round... Don't ever think of that again, seriously... don't worry, be happy!
I've never actually thought about suicide, I was many times depressed but got better... but dying, that's something I'm ALWAYS scared of, since I don't think there's any life after that.
Yes, I know... its just something I want to talk about... hearing from other people about if they have tried or not....
I know there are other ways; I myself have started trying since I was around 13. When I did that for the first time, I tied the string to the curtains around my neck, and tightened it. I went in to school, and my case manager saw a mark on my neck, and said it looked like rope burn. She asked me what rope burn would be doing on my neck, and she grabbed on to me, she hugged me, and she started crying.
It's been mostly down hill from there. My mother didn't find out about any attempts until two years ago, when I started doing other harmful things to myself, and when she caught me overdosing... well, the first time she didn't catch me... someone told on me. She caught me a few times, though. Maybe about four times that I've gone to the hospital for an overdose in the last two years?
But why the hell do you do that? Do you like to suffer? Seriously, there's always a way out to your problems...
There are just too many problems. Too many that I've been dealing with for such a long time, and the biggest ones aren't going away, and probably won't for a long time.
The problems impact my life, and make me feel so horrible. At times, I don't feel like living when I have to deal with them, or when I am thinking about them.
I think that you should really look at the good things in your life rather than the bad at the moment.
Any more bad thoughts will just continue to depress you, and might even push you over the edge.
Failure to bond with people will lead to success sooner or later, because you can't get along with everyone, obviously. So keep on trying, and you'll find someone who will get along with you fine. You're still young, so you have a long while ahead of you.
Just take it easy, and really concentrate on the good things. Relief stress through games, start doing some physical activities, join a gym - which will definitely help you to be more social, and have a higher self-esteem, play sports, talk about your problems one at a time with people in real life, like you're doing right now.
Suicide is really no way to go about it. I know a few people who thought about it...but then again I think that everyone thinks about it... But there is just always a bright side...so really try to avoid to think about suicide for the next little while, and hopefully you'll feel better.
Aggred,Originally Posted by wounded
also ive tohught about it lately :l im 13.
ive just been getting into alot of shit at school etr.
but i wouldnt see a reason to do it .
unless everyone hated me ,
its not common that i will actually read the outerworld let alone post but...
i've been fighting the suicide issue for...6-7 years now...
i went to a councillor which did help for a little while.
i have tried to cut my wrist's when i was younger then i found you clot way before you can bleed out.
i did try to hang myself a few times but i have a small house and they heard the chair go (theres never only me in the house...) the reason i feel like this is..
i am 19, very experienced in comuters (repairing and setup) and my small town is so bad that i cannot get a IT job, im severely overweight too embarrassed about my size to go to a gym and i lost all my friends when they suddenly became druggies (drug abusers) i dont drink because im actually scared incase someone approches me and speaks to me. i have so many friends online but im scared to use my microphone incase i say something stupid and end up losing friends ive made over my years on my pc.
people say "oh the dying kids in africa have it worse" but i feel as if i do, nobody know's what runs through someone else's head and i have a wierd thing where if everyone in the room is happy i feel sad, no matter what happens i cant shake the feeling.
(bad grammer and probably spelling "hey it's the internet", this barely makes sense either..)
Well, rossyboy89, so what if you're fat? Do you think fat people don't have any friends or can't get a girlfriend?
Start going out seriously, make NEW friends, don't be afraid... Jesus, you only get to live once, life has its ups and downs but it's so good when it goes well...
Go to a gym, if you're too shy, then start by doing some exercising at home... Seriously, this life's too good to waste.
bitblaster, I don't know what problems you have... But, instead of thinking only in the bad stuff, try looking at the bright side of life... Get out with friends, make a journey to a different place, escape from your daily routine.
And honestly, fuck the "oh the dying kids in africa have it worse", that's their normal life, for us it's like a person breaking up with his boyfriend or girlfriend... It's just as often and ordinary as that
Weekly. But normally realise if I'm going to die (it's inevitable anyway!) I might as well die doing something important with my life first. I know most of us won't but there is still a chance while you are still alive.
It is better to stay alive and do nothing important than it is to die and remove all chances.
I know where you guys who think of it are coming from. I've been through a lot, hell most of my school thought I had committed suicide a year or two ago. (My cousin was apparently really broken up about it and I barely ever see her) But always remember, you are never the first person to have the same problems. If other people can carry on living, are you really so weak of mind to not do the same?
Just remember, if you ever need someone to talk to my ear is open, or my msn/pm as the case maybe.
Whilst this may sound harsh (and in a way, I guess it is), the answer to your problems is plain: just grow a pair of balls. Everyone's got problems, I've been through plenty of shit myself, yet gotten by just fine with this mentality; should something happen, anything at all, suck it up and carry on going.
Exactly what I am thinking. If I were to die, I would die saving someone or doing something that was important.
I've never thought about it, but theres still time left! On a more grim note, I suppose i'm actually in the process of suicide atm considering those 20-40 (depending on whats in my wallet) marlboros that I pack my lungs with daily.
Thanks..
I just don't know... and Hymen, and others, you don't really know the extent of everything. I've told you some very small things... but there have been some things going on for so long, that have never changed...
I just feel so... alone...
suicide is the cowards way out and an insult to all those that never had a chance at life, something yu are very lucky indeed to have
especially to live somewhere u can easily access a computer!
people are cowards and they focus on all the reasons why they can't do something
"i cant lose weight im too fat"
"i cant make friends i have no confidence"
"i cant get a job, im too in experienced"
start looking for the reasons WHY you should do something
you SHOULD lose weight because not only will you be healthier but you will feel better about yourself, your self image and self esteem will grow
you SHOULD take the chance and talk to people, if you have to approach 500 people to make 5 friends then it will have been worth it
the list goes on and on, and it simply comes down to what are you looking for?
if someone is looking for reasons why their life is so shitty they are sure as hell gonna find them, start looking for the things you should be grateful for. even if it means starting your list with the fact you have a brain to think with! eyes to see with!
i love my life but lets turn it around and look at why my life is so shitty and why everyone should feel bad for me and give me sympathy. why should i slit my wrists or sit alone dwelling on how crap i am?
im in a lot of debt
i have 2 loans im paying off
i have 2 credit cards, 1 maxed out and needs to be paid back
the rooms in my house need painting but i cant afford the paint
i work the hours of a full time job, sometimes 2 full time jobs for a part time wage
every day in real life i have people bugging me for advice, taking my time
every day online i have people bugging me only less politely, taking more of my time
im expected to do the job of 3 or 4 people on my own at work
both my grandads that i was so close to are dead
i want to buy flowers for my wife but if i do i wont be able to afford my rent
last month my bills were 3 times higher than i expected, leaving me in more debt
all my school friends moved away years ago
i have no real school qualifications other than basic GCSE's
everyone of these reasons and more could bring me down and break me untill i was in tears but only if i let them, i choose to not be weak, i choose to be strong and take everything as a positive, something that either helps build me or will do as i work through it
as exy said, theres allways a positive to everything. and to that overweight guy who has no friends...try joining a gym class with other people like yourself. you might not like it at first but it gives you a chance to lose weight and meet new people who are perhaps exactly like you. even if nothing comes from it youve not lost anything.
the biggest problem is that people are too scarred to even try! its a massive shame
people would rather not try than give it some effort and fall short
lifes biggest champions and greatest success stories were so only because they failed more than everyone else!
My Aunt did it -.-
~ RascaL
If someone happens to fail at killing themselves, then it's considered attempted murder and your put in jail. Think about that. :p
Really, I've never wanted to think about it tbh, but fuck yeah, it makes sense tbh =]
~ RascaL
A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing nothing. - George Bernard Shaw
i think that guy has got it spot on
When I was around 10 or 11 I went through a period of clinical depression and I often tried to strangle myself. Unfortunately, it's not a way to get away from your problems. You should take them head on, whatever they may be. If only things were as simple as I make them sound to be, but life is cruel and punishes the good people.
Laz-low's right, have a problem just go to your teacher of what-ever
~ RascaL
Suicide will only make the problems worse for the people you leave behind.
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