Well, this is saddening, I've done what I was asked. But this is out of my reach.
I've tried to solve a bigger problem on a neutral ground because I was asked to and did my best to help but I doubt that you the issues you've been worrying about for so long will ever even be heard...
I'm so glad that I've moved on beyond caring about such meaningless things. I truly have no ill feelings agaiinst you Carter, honestly, i hope you do well on this server but I'm sure people will like you more if you're not so aggressive, I've been like that in 'DR life' during the kolie regime that made us all become bitter. Maybe something angers you, or scarred you when you were younger. I honestly swear to you, I truly wish no harm against you. Those were rough times, it's strange to me how you like kolie so much, you have no idea of how he grieved us, and he never cared you about Carter, Lovecrayon told me that he said you were some random kid, no offense, he was like that to everyone.
The only guy kolie never dared to mess with was me, because he realized back in 2007 that I was more valuable than him.. Anyone could do what he did, I learned it in 2012...But being a community leader as I was, always putting the players above everything? That's rare, and sady, it does not exist anymore...
Honestly no one wants you fired Carter fired, on the contrary, you've had a good education, and you will be a valuable asset, you're intelligent. But please, for everyone's sake and harmony, and to calm down everyone, be less aggressive on that subreddit, it's mostly there where the Freestyle community got worried. I'm also not reading that thing. More Gunz drama. I've had enough "DRama".
This is not even my problem, but at least, I will walk away with a clear conscience, because I've tried to solve something on a community that is not even my own, that is not even related to me. No one is even asking for bans or to fire Carter, just peace. I was honestly worried with your server, so were/are the players, and now I understand them even further.
As for me, gladly I became myself again when kolie went away, the entire DR community changed, we were no longer stagnated, unable to prosper, under constant frustration because he destroyed DR and drove away so many great people with his abuse, always spitting on everyone's work. I'm glad that we've managed to rebuild DR, host a successful korean racing game peaking to 450 players, Call of Duty 4, GTA:SA, and we gave DRGunz one last round, giving it some justice, then we moved on.
I apologize to those who asked my help to expose this, I've tried my best, and I hope this gets sorted out. Now I understand why you are so disappointed. This is truly messed up.. And Carter's aggressive words, are nothing compared to whatever else it was shown...
I'm done with this matter, which is not even my problem, but since I was asked by players who were worried.
Well, I tried, and I honestly wish you better luck than this...
And Carter, btw...I don't know who started what, but honestly, to end this, since I'm seeing so much lack of faith and overall disappointment.
Well, I'm sorry if I was the one who wronged you, I never to harm anyone, times were rough as I've described above, I've made mistakes, but I've always tried to correct them. I hope you never
We were smothered during years then accused of abusing power when we enforce the Dark Gunz rules...Chaotic...
As for your DDoS attacks accusations, I never cared because no one believed them. But saying that I've beaten my wife because I had a cut in my hand, which didn't even make sense, that was low, Carter, I never offended you that much. Know that, in reality, I was always a gentleman, I never touched a woman, nor betrayed one for that matter.
BTW, since some of you have no idea of who I truly am, I'll tell you something that probably none of you would ever be capable of doing, judging by your words and past actions.
Back in 2006 I was an always happy, highly motivated, an extremely helpful guy that everyone loved everywhere, right on 2007 my
shadowking555@hotmail.com account msn reached its contact limit because I reached an unwanted popularity level..
I loved DR...And I took one the most unselfish, noble, honorable, and painful actions around the Gunz pserver world that truly impressed everyone everywhere.
In 2007 kolie was DDoS'ing Legacy Gamers for over a month, and he didn't planned on stopping, he wanted 300$ from LGKeith from a deal gone bad...
LG, if I recall had 900/1000 players at that time, please correct if I'm wrong, and when I went to their forums I saw such sadness, frustration, anguish...Keith being criticized...,I couldn't bear swathing that and not taking action.
I die what everyone thought impossible. I quit DR after I gave kolie an ultimatum warning him that either he stopped DDoS'ing Legacy Gamers, or I wound resign, he told me that he was not stopping so I left.
I was banned, locked out from a place that I loved so much, and I did that knowing that I could have destroyed DR, because I was already the becoming their chosen leader by our humble 250/300 players.
I didn't even have motivation to go on MSN, it was rough...
Staff started to quit, some players labeled and were banned, others left.
2 months later kolie stopped the DDoS attacks, and invited me back and apologized, because he knew that without me DR wouldn't succeed.
Legacy Gamers' players made a thread thanking me for depriving myself of what I've loved to give them back what they loved.
Everyone, eve the BB guys, despite their issues, gained some admiration for me, Sulfin followed me to DR.
This is why during he past 10 years I was chosen to solve several conflicts, because most people knew that I would always be bulletproof.
I would always say whatever was needed be said against hackers, dictator-owners, power abusers, people who couldn't care less about theirs players, grudge addicts who hacked and profit and still joke abut i
Money. Status. Power, never meant anything to me.
During 10 years I only cared about the players, of my own, and other communities.
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This to say that what some people have been wanting to say for a very long time.
Was said, and no one was expecting it..
The players were always the most important factor of any gane, I can only feel sorry for those who never realized that.
Those who brought me into this mess, only wanted an "I will care".
It's needless to say what they were given.
I wish you all the best!
Keep this game alive!