How much do you think about suicide

Makeing this to see how sane I am. To be honist I hate myself to the point I think of it 23 of the 24 hours a day every day of the year. In life I got no friends no money all I do is get pissed off at all others for there luck. I have a heart problem , bad leg and just found out I have a ruptured disc in my back I wont even be 19 till december 22nd does this sound like shit that happens to someone as young as me lol. Well Tell me do any of you think about suicide if you do I wanna hear it to see if im sane or if Im just Fucked in the head.

Honestly, I'm not even going to bother sharing my problems... Because there's always that douche-bag who'll say "don't bitch, it can always be worse, I got these blah blah blah problems." So between having problems of my own, and not being able to bitch about them, which gives me.. oh.. about 5-8+ years of constant repressed anger+frustration+aggrivation... Yea, I think about it. But god knows, if I don't even got the will power to dig myself out of this crappy still life I'm stuck in now, I sure as hell don't got the will power to drive this... very... sharp... and clean... palm-to-tip-of-finger dagger/knife, which is very thin, and could most likely easily penetrate...

Yes, well... Right there with ya...

well actually life sux for an average guy with no will power to do anythink witch could ban his fears/problems away from him

i am sick most of the time and do work a lot had some financial prob big time
and yea i was thinking about killin' myself, becouse what sux more than a fuked life full of anger hate and depression.
than i met my girlfriend and have fallen in love.
and from that point it was not only me who mattered
it was my gf that mattered to me the most. only person i love ever since.
i had no money no job and was throwen out of skool.
that i was thinkin man. i can fuk up my life it's mine. but why shoud i fuk up hers aswell
from that point i decided to do something to improve.
gathered me some friends to enjoy my life.
finished skool and graduated.
got a job at IBM.
and for this my financial problems are gone.
i won't say i dun have problems but suicide is not the answear.


the fact is if you commin a suicede there is no turning back you die and all the ppl who love you will mourn forever and you will up up their life aswell.
just do something to improve life.



to be ill is another thing that sux.
you can't do anything but hey doctors are trying to cure you , so you could try and ease their work by bringing your self to a point where even with your bad things you can enjoy life. get friends man get tham
best thing in the world is when you sit down and have a chat with your friend who understands all your feeling and to whom you can tell all your problems.

this is what i thing of the stupid suicide idea after my excape from thath thought.


P.S. i tryed to kill myself 1 time (token pills) but now i am so ashemed of this i am not even telling this my friends and my gf .
no 1 this is mostly annonim. so i say it here.

P.S.S.
GET A LIFE G33KS. AND ENJOY IT.

neaver... lol

i thought of it most of the time back then but if you try to look at the brightside of life
you'll be able to appreciate it.

everyday man...
but when you think about it, it's not worth it.
life's great =)

I would never kill myself ever.. death sucks, doing it to yourself is worse, chinup, worst ppl off.

tbh suicide is a selfish thing for cowards.
to anyone who thinks about suicide i say that ur the most selfish type of person there can be. sure it'll solve your problems, but to all the family and friends that you do have, its hell for them being left with this mess to take care off, besides the emotional aspect of it.
and of-course there is the chance that your too depressed to be able to go through with it properly so you prob wont succede. you'll be then stuck with even more burden by having to pay for the bills from the hospital for saving your life and you could even get charged with attempted suicide (lets remember its still a felony), pluss the counselling you'll have to go through... its not worth it imo.

Life sucks sometimes, but mine's never sucked that badly just yet. Hopefully it never will :)

suicide? If you mean like me doing crazy shit? Yes Im a Suicidal guy, last time I remember doing something crazy is when we try to fight some Mexican in the 4th of july party, it was suppose to be 2v2 but out of nowhere 5 mexican appear...so yeah...there are times when you back up...

It could be worse.. you could look like rishwin.

i have had my part in the suicide thingi..

after my so called first love and i broke up.. was thinking about it.. never got the courage to end my life though.

i reminded myself it takes more guts to stay alive and face wats ahead rather than, end it now.

also, my current love, i saved her from killing herself.. :D we are happy now. just goes to show if u end it now, ull never find wat is instore for u in the future.

read mans search for meaning by frankl

A few times I have thought about, I've had some really bad events thrown at me of which I will remain close. Yeah they made me think "fuck it, kill yourself, get it over with", i've even gone to such length as to get prepared for suicide but there has been things and people there for me that reminded me what my life has to offer, my little kitten inside my head helpped too.

Yeah it was stupid and yes it was selfish but I pulled through and now I am the happiest girl alive.^^

i get the train, i would be dead if it weren't for my mates. I always get the temptation to jump infront of the train, there the only 1s stopping me from jumping

Well life is only great if you want it to be, try to talk with your family and they must have friends that have a son or a daughter then you could make friends with them.
Life isn't easy but it is not hard.
Dont make suicide! <- Simple :P

sometimes i think about it, btu i never consider it as an opion thats just rediculous

we are all responsible for how well we do in our lives and if its going bad then its our job to change it

Yeh ive thought about it before, but i could never go through with it. Im in a pretty shitty situation atm but its not bad enough to wana kill myself about, theres not just you to think about in all this

Even if I did, I could never go through with it.

1. I'd be too pussy to go through with it.
2. The thought of death scares me (though I do weirdly accept that it'll come by eventually).
3. I don't want to put the ppl who love me through what they'd have to go through with if I did.

Just kill yourself and stop sharing your gay emo "feelings" D=

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Originally Posted by AlLoCuRa

Just kill yourself and stop sharing your gay emo "feelings" D=

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agreed

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Originally Posted by JHawk

agreed

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2 Against the world = Total Blood filled ownage

It's only natural for someone to think about it. Just about every one has but the only difference is if you could really do it. I see how your life sucks but there has to be good things in it. It's easy to pull out the wrongs in life but spend some time and think about all that is good.

NoPeace - out

can't say i have really - my life's not too bad really nothing massive to worry over

Think about it.

Out of the millions of sperm cells racing to the unfertilized egg, YOU were the winner! Everyone's a winner! You were lucky enough to be born on this planet, it's way harder than winning the lottery.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.