venting on msn

Frosties didn't sound all too excited so I'm pasting the "convo" here, so I won't lose the thoughts I had. I know, I should just start that blog I was thinking about earlier.

Negata says:
usually people pretend to be interested once, next time they're like "na don't have time atm"
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
lol, i thought so
Negata says:
... which I really hate, plain waste of time
Negata says:
idiots who think they're doing a favor to me by taking interest in my odd hobbies
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
just playing with you once ?
Negata says:
could be that
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
one of the reasons I didn't really look at that tutorial much was because it has an applet on every page...dial up, you know
Negata says:
or like when I'm at a language chat and ask if there's anyone who wanted to learn finnish, it means "is there anyone who WANTS to learn", not "is there anyone who cares to listen to me for an hour"
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
like people who just say "ok", "uh huh", "yeah"
Negata says:
fortunately people usually just say ok or sure to imply they couldn't care less
Negata says:
exactly
Negata says:
which reminds me of idiots who say lol too many times
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
lol
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
sometimes I'm one of those xD
Negata says:
I don't see you using it every day, if you say lol I can assume you're amused, however if cpt james says ok I interpret it more like "yeah whatever"
Negata says:
*if he says lol
Negata says:
not so much him though as an NZ girl
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
or people who say lol on the beginning AND the end of EVERY sentence
Negata says:
oh and wth is "I LOL IRL" supposed to mean
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
dunno, unless you can lol in an IM
Negata says:
on the contrary, how could anyone laugh online?
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
exactly
Negata says:
oh well I suppose it's lol-overusers' way to say they in fact did get amused this once
Negata says:
bleh why am I preaching to you
Negata says:
it's not like I'm even annoyed by anything atm
Negata says:
cept for my work, of course, it's so fucking dull
Negata says:
today all I did was sit 5 hours on a bench reading books
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
what do you work on?
Negata says:
what a waste of society's resources to decide such a job is needed
Negata says:
a guard at a museum
Negata says:
glad there's only 3 more days to work
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
and I guess most of the time there's really nothing to guard
Negata says:
uhhuh
Negata says:
so far all I ever did was bust a few rucksacks (can't bring those in), tell a few people not to take photos of paintings and answer a question or two a day
Negata says:
today I was too lazy to bust any backpacks though, I just shrugged and got back to my books
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
so it's a very exciting job huh?
Negata says:
YES!
Negata says:
there not intercepting anything I just realized all the more I'm not needed there anyway
Negata says:
so why on earth do I have to sit there half the time I'm awake, just gimme the damn money and time's preserved
Negata says:
I bet many visitors would feel more at peace without a guard keeping an eye on them, too
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
yeah, I hate having someone look at you all day when you're somewhere
Negata says:
basically I'm a scarecrow
Negata says:
my presence makes people obey the rules
Negata says:
if only people were not so rebellious and had respect for other people's (= mankind's) property jobs like mine wouldn't be needed
Negata says:
oh today I also realized our society should start practicing dismissal of pensioners cause the moment they quit working they're only weight to drag for our planet
Negata says:
recently I started having these visions of mankind being one superorganism
Negata says:
in a way
Forcystos || Why do people put personal messages here? says:
o.o
Negata says:
but clearly people are not ready to co-operate, hell they can hardly admit they're all ants on a big scale
Negata says:
ok me using "they" instead of "we" there only proves my point