Originally Posted by
Checkpoint
I've been thinking about this ever since 2 weeks ago. Here's the story:
2 weeks ago my grandmother died. For that whole week, I was depressed, sad, unhappy, mad at everything, frustrated, and to be honest, I seemed lifeless. That whole week after she had passed was terrible. I didn't want to do homework, I didn't want to play with my friends, I didn't want to get on Fame, but I did anyways. I got on Fame every day that week because I felt terrible not doing my part as staff and helping the community and keeping you happy. When I was in-game it may have seemed that I was happy, but in reality, I was extremely stressed out. Going to sleep was terrible, I'd stay up and not be able to fall asleep for fear of me getting fired for doing a bad job as staff.
When I was offline from Fame after being on for a little while each day after my grandmother's death, all I would do is cry in my bed and not talk to anyone, I wouldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and I'd purposely try to not go to school, but I didn't have the heart to skip school, so I went anyways and all day I'd feel like crap. I've thought about this for that last 2 weeks or so, and I've come to the decision that it's time I go. Meh, I'm even in tears as I type this. I've cared so much about this community and Fame has always been the place I go to to escape from life and just let all my feelings out, but now, with all the stress, Fame and being a GM is just adding to it and it's not getting better. I can assure you, though, when all this is settled, I will be back.
These past few weeks on Fame have been terrible for me. While doing my usual GM job, I'd be so stressed, sad, mad, frustrated, and depressed that I wouldn't even answer questions and instead, I'd go sleep since sleeping was the only thing I could do to get away from everything and not feeling any sadness, pain, guilt or regret. I am sorry for everything having to turn out this way, but it's got to be done or else I don't know what I'll do.
For the people who are to lazy to read it, I'll shorten it up.
I, Checkpoint, am resigning as my job as a GM.
I am so sorry to everyone I have let down, I am in tears as I am writing this.
Goodbye, everyone.
Sincerely,
Checkpoint
