I dont know wether to be overjoyed or feel disappointed but one thing is for sure the timing could have been better.
about 5 months my parents split up and filed for divorce and of course my dad moved out. He moved down to london about month later after quitting his job to live with Polly, his new girlfriend. which he was cheating with since november last year since my aunties 40th birthday. i didn't know about it until januray when my grandfather died.
but anywayz, they have decided to get married as soon as the divorce go thru but of course due to my mother's revengeful wayz i must keep a secret until. first surpise right there.
That isn't what it making me feel down because it was obvious anyways but this is the thing which i wish he would time better but i have recently found out that Polly is pregnant which means I will be having a half brother/sister by next year.
the thing which really gets me is i shouldn't even know a thing about the pregnacy which means my own dad is keeping secrets from me. i want to know everything about it like when it due, how long they known for etc. mainly i would want to know is when was they proposing to tell me about it, before or after it was born.
bah.. i dont know what i want to do, i really want to break the ice and say something now but i hate saying things out of place or at the wrong time. help>.<
