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the meaning of life

Initiate Mage
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i dont understand life at all
for each days you are to work , at time 8 hr and other might be 12 hr
going to work u would lose 30min to get there and back home 30min
take a shower ,eat ,get change ...all the small thing u do would go close to 1 hr
8+2 =10 hr
sleep for about 8 hr = to 18 hr
so all u have is like 6hr of doing anything that u wana do
atm im getting about 600$ ausDoll
in 1 week buying food would cost me 50$
fule 50$
smoke 100$
600-200=400$
not just that i have to giv money to my mum ..WTF
alot of the time i feel like just get a gun and shot my self coz life is so dam pointless
then agian how and where would i get 1 ?
other time i think of getting hit by a truck or jump off a building
i do wana pay her back for all the hard work she has been putting up with all my borther and sister (1 oldersisiter ,1 older borther and a younger sisiter )
the 1 thing i always think of is pay her now and once she had die i would just kill myself
so both side would be even .
to live without any aim, in need of other (GF) ,freedom on how to live a life make me feel so sad, living with no money and can only spend on the thing u need like food and *** FUEL***
i dont even know if im living in a world that u would call a world anymore
 
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Hmm, seems like you're deep.

Stop smoking, stop drinking, makes your mind much more clear and saves a lot of money. Get a new job if you don't like the current one, try to work hard and get higher in the company (so, choose a company where you could grow). Try to be superior above others, and you'll grow in rank...your salary will get bigger as well, and if you cut on the fuel costs, smoke and drinks you will have quite a bit of money.

6 hours a day isn't much no...but enough to enjoy yourself with a good MMORPG :), seriously, get an MMORPG, buy one, and enjoy yourself! ;)

So you work 8h a day, 5 days in a week? That is 40 hours, 1.5 dollar per hour...about 0.75 euro's per hour. I am 17 and work in a supermarket for 4 euro's an hour...what job do you have that has such low wages?
 
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All the nicotine has gone to your head. Cutting down on smoking would reduce the stress and money problems a lot.
 
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I kinda understand what your saying, everyday is just the same, nothing ever changes =/ seems like time has stoped, if you don't have get a girlfriend =p or change your job w/e just do something diferent.
 
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i dont drink , or m i smart as u can see most of the word i write look kinda like in jap hehe hard to read
in aust gett 16-18$ is common .
i like to change the way i lift but as an asian( viet family) most mum/dad are hard to work with the only asnwer i can think of is move out ..
no matter how i try i would still be sad without a reson or understanding it
i guess it just the loop of work home family work homw family
i do wish i can go back in time and still be in school with fwend and have fun
just work at this place for about 4month so it not so long and i enjoy it there
i never thought about girlfwend after my last 1 and now i alway think girl are like > sex = lost ur money take your house away even they dont pay for it , or do i know how eles i can do the only fwend i have is the net and the only time i enjoy the most is beening in my room
i giv nicotine pad or whateva u call them a go to exit smoke
 
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Your definitely a deep person mate =p.

The first thing you need to do as already been mentioned is find ways to save more of your weekly salary. It seems smoking eats alot of your cash so you should really start cutting down and try to slowly quit. Going cold turkey will only piss you off.

The next important thing you need to be doing is looking for another job, seek career advice if you need it to put you in the right direction. Living a miserable life is no way to live at all, it's time to start fighting back bud. Best of luck to you.
 
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Ya man, like others said your in deep. I know quitting smoking is not easy but theres so many things you could do nowadays, like the nicotine gums, nicotine patches, but just think! that will save you 100 dollars! next try riding your bike or somethiong to work. then youll save all that money on fuel. when you do that for a couple months, youll have enough to buy your own apartment, and youll pretty much be set. im just giving advice man, but its your life, you either have to willpower to do it or you dont. like exy said, change it.
 
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i dont understand life at all
for each days you are to work , at time 8 hr and other might be 12 hr
going to work u would lose 30min to get there and back home 30min
take a shower ,eat ,get change ...all the small thing u do would go close to 1 hr
8+2 =10 hr
sleep for about 8 hr = to 18 hr
so all u have is like 6hr of doing anything that u wana do
atm im getting about 600$ ausDoll
in 1 week buying food would cost me 50$
fule 50$
smoke 100$
600-200=400$
not just that i have to giv money to my mum ..WTF
alot of the time i feel like just get a gun and shot my self coz life is so dam pointless
then agian how and where would i get 1 ?
other time i think of getting hit by a truck or jump off a building
i do wana pay her back for all the hard work she has been putting up with all my borther and sister (1 oldersisiter ,1 older borther and a younger sisiter )
the 1 thing i always think of is pay her now and once she had die i would just kill myself
so both side would be even .
to live without any aim, in need of other (GF) ,freedom on how to live a life make me feel so sad, living with no money and can only spend on the thing u need like food and *** FUEL***
i dont even know if im living in a world that u would call a world anymore

if that's what you think life really is then you haven't seen it's true colours. seems like your stuck in an image of life that we're forced to have.

your depth is as false as the life you want answers for.
 
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I sleep 12hrs/day. But that's good, I think when I'm asleep much. =)
 
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@title ............. is to have sex with the maximum amount of girls / guys (depends on what you are) in all the places possible


/tri


on a more serious note take a look at my day.


i ear xxxx euros a month
i spend around 1k for food and rent and bills
300 for gas
150 phone bills (yea yea i know that is insane)
just think of that.

i wake up at 8am go work at 9am get home at 6pm get ready 7pm go out wherever i want to or just play games get home/finish games 1-2-3-4 am

and repeat
 
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Lol triumph, you sex beast :p
 
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change job ,have a girl,try to ponder
try to have social contacts and stop smoking
 
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Some people do not get what he is saying.

He is not saying that it is expensive, so do not bother listing ways he can save money - that is not what he is trying to do. He is not saying he is unhappy with the way his life is, he is just saying that this is his routine which keeps repeating and never changes, just like every single one of us. Wake up, work, rest, sleep, repeat. In between you got eating, playing, and shitting, but he wants to know what the point of all of it is. you earn money for what? In the end is all means nothing. What is the point of living when at the end of your life you die and there is nothing which has changed ; nothing which would be different had you never existed.
 
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To reproduce.
I'm sure that when you have a child or children, your views and goals will change.
 
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To me the meaning of life is simply to progress and we're all just tiny cogs in a massive machine lumbering toward the unknown.
 
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Thread has made me think a little now about wtf is the point lol

/Fate
 
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