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i dont understand life at all
for each days you are to work , at time 8 hr and other might be 12 hr
going to work u would lose 30min to get there and back home 30min
take a shower ,eat ,get change ...all the small thing u do would go close to 1 hr
8+2 =10 hr
sleep for about 8 hr = to 18 hr
so all u have is like 6hr of doing anything that u wana do
atm im getting about 600$ ausDoll
in 1 week buying food would cost me 50$
fule 50$
smoke 100$
600-200=400$
not just that i have to giv money to my mum ..WTF
alot of the time i feel like just get a gun and shot my self coz life is so dam pointless
then agian how and where would i get 1 ?
other time i think of getting hit by a truck or jump off a building
i do wana pay her back for all the hard work she has been putting up with all my borther and sister (1 oldersisiter ,1 older borther and a younger sisiter )
the 1 thing i always think of is pay her now and once she had die i would just kill myself
so both side would be even .
to live without any aim, in need of other (GF) ,freedom on how to live a life make me feel so sad, living with no money and can only spend on the thing u need like food and *** FUEL***
i dont even know if im living in a world that u would call a world anymore
for each days you are to work , at time 8 hr and other might be 12 hr
going to work u would lose 30min to get there and back home 30min
take a shower ,eat ,get change ...all the small thing u do would go close to 1 hr
8+2 =10 hr
sleep for about 8 hr = to 18 hr
so all u have is like 6hr of doing anything that u wana do
atm im getting about 600$ ausDoll
in 1 week buying food would cost me 50$
fule 50$
smoke 100$
600-200=400$
not just that i have to giv money to my mum ..WTF
alot of the time i feel like just get a gun and shot my self coz life is so dam pointless
then agian how and where would i get 1 ?
other time i think of getting hit by a truck or jump off a building
i do wana pay her back for all the hard work she has been putting up with all my borther and sister (1 oldersisiter ,1 older borther and a younger sisiter )
the 1 thing i always think of is pay her now and once she had die i would just kill myself
so both side would be even .
to live without any aim, in need of other (GF) ,freedom on how to live a life make me feel so sad, living with no money and can only spend on the thing u need like food and *** FUEL***
i dont even know if im living in a world that u would call a world anymore