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I dont think any of you are really bothered but i thought i'll let you know, i wont be online much in the coming weeks due to the death of my Grandad. I was very close to him and i love him very much but we didn't leave each other on good terms as we had a stupid arguement over nothing. Now i will never have the chance to say i'm sorry and tell him how i feel, thats why i'm hurting so much more inside.
I have to be with my family, specially my dad as it was a total shock for him as he was the one to find him, so i have to make time to comfort him as much as i can and be strong.
I've been asked if i want to see him one last time before he is buried but i cant bare myself to see him but as the same time i want to see and hopefully tell him how i feel as i know he's listening. Just dont know what to do.
RIP Grandad, Ilove you.
I have to be with my family, specially my dad as it was a total shock for him as he was the one to find him, so i have to make time to comfort him as much as i can and be strong.
I've been asked if i want to see him one last time before he is buried but i cant bare myself to see him but as the same time i want to see and hopefully tell him how i feel as i know he's listening. Just dont know what to do.
RIP Grandad, Ilove you.