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"Good bye, we'll meet each other again on God's Internet."

It's really said to say good bye to a mate throught the internet, but in our case, it's the only way. Well, and as we speak the same language, I'd like to say a few words to him.

Eu sinceramente espero que você encontre a paz que, provavelmente não deve ter tido durante o final de sua vida aqui na terra, amigo. Desejo do fundo do meu coração que você descanse em paz agora. (:

Adeus.
 
It's always sad when someone passes away, but it's even harder to deal with when it's someone so young. I didn't know Aka personally, but I can imagine how some of you feel, having lost some of my friends too early. They say the star that burns twice as bright only lives half as long.
 
omg im crying..i dont even know this person,im wierd,i dont cry even if my family dies,but i truly respect people that do good things over the internet =/
 
We still remember the first time we found Ragezone at 2004, Our first setup attempt was Akaruz's MU Online works and it works perfectly !
It breaks our heart to hear the news that you already left us.

RIP Akaruz...

(Rudy and friends from Indonesia)
 
I'm really regretful for not visiting this thread earlier when Mental posted it on the announcement section. I had thought that it was a mere post on a 'moderator leaving the forum as an active member' for his real life.. and Mental had posted it on the announcement making things big, out of a once dedicated active member leaving his forum.

I had never thought it was what it is as the thread starter described and eventually his life came to and end as time flew after the creation of the thread, and by the time i decided to click on this thread to check things out, while I was browsing the internet out of free time, I'm so shocked and devastated to see these were the happenings actually.. and the thread has come to a near ending where the last post was 3 days ago, till I revived it.

One sad thing I seen as I flipped through the pages was, many of the posts that I seen was a mere 'RIP Akaruz'/put your signature the same thing with the standard coffin.' Even some 1 year old+ members did the same things.
I meant was that all we can do to remember him? Though a wikipedia article is impossible. I think there is still a lot we can do on the forum itself. Like a more detailed description of how he was like to you personally when he's around etc. Thers a lot more to do certainly. I may not be creative enough to think a lot but I'm certain there is definitely much more than a simple 'Rest in peace'.

I had never spoke with him since i joined this ragezone 4 and half years ago, not even his last moment. I was often inactive as I visit many other forums as well.
Even if I dropped by ragezone, all the reason I came from was to talk lil causal things at the outerworld for 4-10 post then leave a few weeks when I got bored/nothing much to talk here.
But I can still feel as if he wants to be remembered and there is many things he couldn't let go here even at his last moment. I think it is a sad thing if this thread went off just a few weeks after his leave. I'm certain many of you feels the same. If he still had his breath, I'm certain he would be here to bump this thread to tell everyone he is well.

His total posts is this forum was 16175 since December of 2003. His post per day is posts per day is considered 7.59 currently. This is a proof of dedication he had on the forum posting an average of 7.59 posts per day all these years, (Every day)
It will continue decreasing over the years. And the reality of life is, we will forget him as this number decrease, eventually. Even if everyone keep saying 'I will never forget you etc' but its always really sad that the cycle always goes like this,

1. A close related person of us died,
2. We were unable to accept the reality.
3. We started suffering the sorrow.
4. We then console ourselves or get consoled by others
5. And we eventually came to acceptance that the person is gone over the time.

Many people always goes like this, but I really hate it.
This is the truth, or if some might still argue that we will never forget and he will always stay with us in our heart, then let me say 'how many of you would actually continue posting here and grief over him for the rest of your life?'
He could had stayed here for many more years (He properly wants) if hes still around. That 7.59 average was bound to maintain should he had been around,(Or it was actually higher when hes around). Now its decreasing at a rate.. but already I don't see many people noticing. Its really sad.. so much that a sad smiley isn't even enough to express me.

And eventually it gets to 0.1 over the years.. and thats it to the 6 years of dedication 'proof' he had here.

Same thing will happen if any of us or myself died. In real life we always only wish that the bad people die like in the hollywood movies, but reality is, good people dies as well and came to be forgotten as well.

How long will this thread last, I don't think any much longer. I spent 30minutes editing and typing this post, and all this time the only one here viewing this thread is me alone. This is the saddest part to me. Its not expressible with any smiley of any design, any form or any level of sadness. This is real life.
I hope I had never been offensive to anyone who really cared about him, I'm just saying the facts of life. Days went on even without him.

Then again I'm really regretful I didn't even had a single conversation though we had shared the same forum for 4 and a half years, and the games we played when we first came were the same as well, MUonline.
 
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My heart goes out to you Igor, it's been an honor having you on RaGEZONE.
 
It's amazing how someone you never even knew can bring tears to your eyes. I hope you got to see all you wanted to and you were happy with what you've done.
 
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